Day Two- 13 Days 'til Moving Day

Ok... Remember how yesterday I was all like FAITH... Today I am all like "AAAAHHHHH". I feel a million emotions. I have not been contacted for one job and that frustrates me. What am I doing wrong? Additionally, finding a place is serving to be a more daunting task than anticipated. The place that we wanted to live is not panning out. And the place that we will settle for is not centrally located. I know, big deal right? But it is! I mean why can't anything be easy? And that just throws a bigger wrench in job finding. Who wants an hour commute each way? What's that? Beggers can't be choosers. Note taken.

I just feel like blah. Of all the emotions, that is the one that fits. I started to blog for this moment. (I just didn't think it would be day two). I wanted to document the process, the journey, the adventure, my testimony. And here I am quitting. Ok... too far. I am not quitting. I will move. We will succeed. But this is a speed bump, and I am driving a '96 hatchback Civic that I dropped too low in the front so although I swerved it's still scraping. This is me getting out the driver's seat to look at the damage:

We aren't going to get the place that I thought was going to be the best. But maybe that means it's not going to be the place for us. And this place that is making us jump through hoops may be okay. I mean anything good is worth working for, right? And if that doesn't happen we could still find another place. So, I guess at this point we are just going to have to wait and see.

For the moment, I am trying to free my mind. I went for a loooong walk with my boy, which has left him looking like this:

I know a face only a mother could love. And now I'm gonna go take a shower and maybe even pick up some sushi. Today I am holding on to Psalms 37:25, "I was young and now I'm old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread."